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Shit is really not good right now. We’re trying to work things out because we care so much about each other. We’re taking it week by week to make sure this is right because I know deep down neither of us wants to be without each other but we still don’t want to be hurt. No matter what happens, I will forever love you and every second we have spent together. You compare to no one else Joseph Anthony Bell and I hope we spend forever together.
I was laying in bed with Tj today and I was so mad I just burst into tears and we just laid there for an hour or so with him holding me telling me it would be okay. It was then that I realized that this entire thing, life that is, I can do it. As long as I have this boy beside me, I can honestly do anything I want. He’s the best thing in my entire life and the best thing that’s ever happened to me. Today is our seven month and I can’t believe it’s been that long already. My mom asked of we’d been together for four years and my little brother told me I can’t ever break up with him because he’s awesome. He comes over and plays with me and the kids and we go to the park and have an amazing time. He’s basically already part of my family. I could honestly follow him to the ends of the earth. Because as long as he’s by my side, I know I’ll be safe and happy.
I wish, if only for a day, I could find out what it was like to be one of those beautiful girls that every guy wanted and every girl wanted to be….
I’m sorry, but when will people realize that abortion is never going to be illegal? You can go right ahead and be pro-life, that’s fine. But what is the difference between you being pro-life, and pro-choice? It’s YOUR choice. If YOU don’t want to have an abortion when you go and get pregnant, then fucking don’t. I don’t understand why these people need to protest it and shit. What is the point? Is it your life? Are you in there lying on that table going through the most traumatic thing in your life? No. You’re not. And guess what, if you don’t want to, then you don’t have to. Which is why it’s called pro-CHOICE. It leaves you with the CHOICE of what you really want to do. I don’t even see why pro-life is an option to be honest. I don’t see why it has is any of your concern what a women does with her life and her body. So here’s a great idea. FUCK OFF.
Honestly.
The immaturity of some people still shock me. Oh you’re cool because you called me fat and ugly over twitter. Please. I wish I could be just like you. Sweat pants and all.
Sometimes I think I honestly forget about how different things are and that when you don’t talk to someone for a long time.. things do change. People change over time and things won’t always be like they were then. It’s upsetting and scary, but I guess that’s just the hard truth of it all….
I had an amazing night and all we really did was go out to dinner and then come back to my house, watch Cold Case, and cuddle naked. I fucking love my boyfriend.
PS he’s great in bed. ;)
Every time you piss me off I sit there and tell myself I could easily just leave you and be just fine. But, then I get an overwhelming sadness in the pit of my stomach and I realize that without you, I’d be nothing. I love you with everything I have and I could never be without you.
Just take a minute.
Okay, for everyone who has a FB, can you please go like his photo! He’s one of my bestfriends kids and it’d mean a lot to her if he won. Thank you. <3
